Sunday, March 2, 2008

Ramblings from an "expectant" mommy

Just a few pix in the hours of countdown to Kaeleb - and something I've been dying to share with you!
I will praise the Lord, who counsels me; even at night my heart instructs me. I have set the Lord always before me. Because he is at my right hand, I will not be shaken. Psa 16:7-8
Her royal highness at the White Swan :)
Can you tell it was cold yesterday??? Very hard to enjoy the Summer Palace. That's our guide, Michelle, on the right.
Can we please go already???
Goodbye, Beijing, you're too cold!
Yesterday was a day of highs and lows, one that truly tested our endurance as we concluded 3 days worth of touring in 1 and 1/2 days, a horrible mix-up at the airport followed by the worst flight ever, but also one in which God revealed Himself, and I've been dying to brag on Him. My prayer is that I can describe it adequately. Our Beijing guide, Michelle, is strictly a tour guide, not an adoption facilitator. She was only somewhat familiar with families from other countries coming to China to adopt, and couldn't fully understand how we can love a child not born to us. As much as we like to believe domestic adoption is growing within China, we must understand her culture and tradition in which "blood" family is so important. It is not "acceptable" to welcome a child not of one's own blood, and if a family were to adopt, they would likely keep it a secret. Of course, there are exceptions to this. The more we learn of Chinese tradition, the more we realize so much of it is followed without even understanding why, merely that it's "just the way it's always been." All that to say, Michelle asked me why we would choose to adopt from China. I am very careful to choose my words for fear of disrespecting her beliefs, unlike Clayton who will so easily find an opportunity to speak of our beliefs. I simply told her that we are Christians, and we believe adoption is something God desires for us, to care for others, but that we are the ones who have been so blessed by His plans. She told us she was shocked to know we have six children, three who are China-born. Throughout the first day there were many opportunities to discuss our beliefs and hers. On Sunday morning she completely surprised us by telling us she had gone home that night and discussed our conversations with her sister, and they were both very moved and decided when they are married they would both like to adopt! She understood that God had spoken to us, and though she wasn't sure it was Him telling her to adopt, she felt "something" told her it was the right thing to do. Now, Michelle is not one to be "swayed by the changing winds." I believe seeds were planted, and we were blessed to see the first sprouts. Thank you, God! I'll end this post at that because this is a very emotional day for me, and I'm just soaking in every moment!


Jodi said...

Amazing how God uses His people. We will remember to keep Michelle and her sister in our prayers! So glad you anc Clayton are willing to share your beliefs!

Elaine said...

What an amazing story! It seems God gave you two reasons to be in China! We will also be praying for Michelle and her sister and the lives they might touch with their story!

blessedbeyondmeasure said...

God truly amazes me at how perfectly he directs our steps! :) You are almost there momma!


Heidi said...

Wow, Connie what an amazing story. It is when we least expect something that God uses us to be instruments of the goodness. What a great thing to happen in China!

I am so excited for you today!

Tammy said...


I just finished posting on our website. I asked people to pray that we would be able to show God's love while in China. Then, I read your story. You truly have "touched" someone's life! I'm so excited for you and remain in awe of Him.


Retta said...

Wow! Today is the day. Maddie Rae and I were out in the sunshine, and I is the day Kaeleb meets his family! We are praying for you over the next few hours here in Hong Kong. Can't wait to see him in your arms and with his sister!

Catherine said...

Wow! What a wonderful opportunity God placed before you to share His love and guidance with someone else and you took that opportunity and ran with it! God is using you. I will pray for Michelle and her sister. That she may first and foremost, learn to believe the love of God and that He loves her. Will you be able to keep in touch with Michelle? That would be really neat! If you're not, it's so wonderful to know that you'll be able to pray for her and God will be watching over her!

Laura said...

That is simply amazing! God is so good...a true Father that guides His children when we let Him.

God bless!


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